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Tuesday, 01 December 2009

Currently
Damaged
By Black Flag
Rise Above
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So relieved about my UC Riverside application. . .

So last night was the deadline for my UCR application and I had it ready since the night before, just needed someone to proofread my personal statement and no one was able to till last night. Anyways my sister took about two hours to rewrite my paper. Yes. She rewrote it cuz she really wants me to transfer and she cares about me like that. So she rewrote some parts in a way where the paper would reflect my personality and the type of person I am. So it was like around 10pm when she finished my personal statement and so I logged online to to go to the website and log in to my application. The server was down and it was like 10:30! I was like okay, maybe I'll try again in 30mins. . . time passed on and it was 10:50, then 11:30, then when 11:50 came along I was freaking out! Fuck! Fuck! Thats what I kept thinking! It was 1:30am and i call my boyfriend cuz i am freaking and he tells me to calm down and there was no point in stressing. . . well worst thing happens. . .my internet stops working now. . .like can anything else happen? Shite. Finally after another hour of stress my sister wakes from her deep sleep and tells me to lets go. Lets go? Where? At this hour? She saids lets drive down by UCR and go get the wireless there. So we drive down the road towards UCR and get the wireless. YES! The site is working again! I submit my application and feel so relieved! But still with the possibility that they may not accept my application because its about 2hrs late. So i decide to go today to UCR in the morning and pay the transfer center a visit. Seems that they moved the deadline till today because of my lil scenario! FUCK YES! Now all I have got to worry about is my grades and taking the necessary classes to transfer! Sweet!

Monday, 30 November 2009

Currently
EP-LP
By Subhumans
Animal
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I miss being in my band. . .

I was just showing someone my old bands myspace and it got me thinking back to those days. It makes me remember what its like to be part of something and doing music that I love. I wish I could do that again. Its something I really enjoyed doing and I have so many other ideas I would have liked to add to that band but we never got that far. Our band was begininng to become more popular and we were being offered more shows then thats when we broke it and its still heartbreaking to me. I really wanted to go somewhere with that band and the chemistry we all had with eachother was one that is really hard to find. So it was real dissapointing to me that we had to break up. I hope that I can one day form another band that will have the same ideas as me to do street punk with the same chemistry as my last band.
If you would like to listen to my old band our myspace is. . .myspace.com/impulseriot

Sunday, 29 November 2009

Currently
Hell Yeah
By HorrorPops
Baby Lou Tattoo
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Cant wait for the Rockabilly festival!

Its been so long since my last show and its so depressing. Last show I went to was to go see The Casualties for my b-day. But now I am so fucking syked for the Rockabilly/Ska festival in Pomona! Its gonna be fuckin' awesome. Rezurex are playing and I know the wrecking pit will be fucking sick to go in! So I can hardly wait till then! I prefer going to a show any day besides going to a gay bar. My favorite is to drink my favorite 40z and then see a live band play while I am fucking going crazy in the pit. Its an adrenaline rush and pain leaves in a print in your mind making the show much more memorable. Just dont feel right to go in a mosh pit if its a band like My Chemical Romance or some other dumbass emo band that I dislike. My ex-boyfriend once took me to see My Chemical Romance only cuz i loved him. . . but I remember they had a mosh pit going on there. . . i was thinking how embarrassing it would be to be in that mosh pit when i didn't even want to be there. LOL. I guess that's lame of me to think that but that's how I felt.
Currently
Three Bad Jacks
By Three Bad Jacks
I believe
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My First Blog

November 29, 2009
Let me start with introducing myself to everyone. I am 23 years old living in Riverside California and have only been living in So Cal since August of 2009. I am going to Riverside Community College trying to transfer to the University of California Riverside. My major is psychology and I plan to focus on gay/lesbian studies. I am a very compassionate person and I feel remorse to those who suffer in this world. I first got into the punk scene when I used to work for a cologne business and my boss that I work with was this hardcore punk chick from Compton, Los Angeles. I remember the first band I started to like was the misfits and the the song i enjoyed to listen to was Die, die, My darling. I got more into the punk scene after that learning more about the scene as I went along with the music, learning new bands. I began to relate with more bands such as Black Flag and Youth Brigade then found a new reason to love punk. I related to their anger with issues and their outspoken lyrics. So I found a new reason to love punk. I feel that being gay I found a way to not give a fuck what other people thought of my sexuality and the way I presented myself. I ignore peoples negative comments of myself and think that they just don't understand and for that I will not hold a grudge against that person. I am not the type of punk to condemn humanity to fall apart and believe in anarchy. I dont believe anarchy would save humanity and in fact will cause chaos. So its a ridiculous idea and I don't think that people should suffer for any purpose at all. Its called ethics so look it up. I hope that I can achieve peace or some understanding through music, education, and through non-violent acts.
Anthony Millan
Hey everyone. Hope everyone had a good thanksgiving!